I knew from a relatively early age that feet held a unique attraction for me. I can't pinpoint it accurately, but I became aware that I was drawn to feet around the time I was at secondary ***** - between the age of 10 and 14. By the time I made it to the age of 15 it had progressed from finding them attractive to the link between them and sexual gratification being firmly established. At this time I probably wasn't aware of such a thing as a fetish, but I knew I lusted after pretty female feet and was interested in any woman wearing heels.

When I first started to masturbate, I used to imagine pretty girls stripping for me. In my mind, the last thing they would take off would be their shoes, and imagining them showing me their feet, waving them in my face and wiggling their toes would be the image to which I would often ejaculate.

My fetish has developed over time. When I first became aware of it, it was toes that turned me on – probably because as a youngster at ***** you hardly ever saw any. As I have got older, toes still turn me on, but I get just as excited – if not more - about soles and heels. I’ve also found that I enjoy shoe worship – but more of that later.

How strong is my fetish? There hasn’t been a scale invented yet, but I would imagine myself to be firmly at the upper end. There isn't a day that passes by where I am not at some point fantasising about some woman's feet. When I see a woman or meet them for the first time, depending on the social environment, I can almost guarantee that within 60 seconds I have already cast a glance to her feet to check out what shoes she is wearing. One must obviously do this discreetly!

There is a ***** of thought that you can tell a lot about a man by the shoes he wears. I believe the same is true of women. I like a classy, dominant woman and more often than not, those are the ones that will wear heels, show off a little and more than likely take care of their feet to make you lust after them.

The vast majority of pornography I have watched and images I’ve looked at either involve foot fetish acts (such as foot worship and foot jobs) or include women with their feet on show. I have found myself frustrated watching straight porn where there is nothing to get me excited, not even a flash of a high heel or bare foot. I’ve caught myself looking at images, focussing so much on a model’s feet that it is only afterwards that I realise that the main focal point of the image was her boobs!

I used to buy lads mags and tabloid newspapers that featured semi-naked women. Perhaps 80 percent of the photos I cut out and kept featured barefooted models or those wearing heels or sandals. I had my favourites. Jo Guest used to (ghost) write a column in The Daily Star and her picture was almost always barefoot at the top of the page. Adele Stephens and Karen White were others, and there was a girl named ‘Avril’ who would frequently appear in The Daily Sport wearing white heels that used to drive me crazy.

One more for now on lads mags. Although the majority of images I enjoyed were of models or celebrities, there was one advert which turned me on. It featured a blonde woman dressed all in red with killer open-toed red heels. ‘Miss Red’ I called her, and I wish I could remember what the advert was for.

Oddly enough for somebody with a foot fetish, I have always found the word ‘toes’ difficult to say. Not in a tongue-twisting way like psychological, it’s just a word that doesn’t sound right to me, and I’ve never liked saying it. It is almost as if when I say it, I’m imagining it coming out as ‘toes, which I really like sucking, by the way’.