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I love my wife, i really do but when it comes to sex its 10 minutes missionary position with the lights off. I have realised i am definately bi sexual, i cant deny it anymore. but i still have to hide it as its not exactly the kinda news you just drop in conversation. i wont be able to act on it anyway cos that could ruin what i have with the wife. I have tried to spice things up loads of times but she looks at me as if i am a perv who needs locking up, even the idea of a blow job makes her frown at me. I see sex not as sacred but more something fun and if done right exciting but i wont be doing it because my lady is not into it. im not here for answers just pity really, i am left to go it alone when she is out and i have tried most things but can you suggest something that i could try???? maybe if its good i would post it on here. anyways going for a soapy wank in the shower.

Ok i have only ever been with women, and i have had a fair share of fun. I have done most things with a woman and love it but i have always liked guys too.

i have never been with a guy because i worry what people close to me would say if i was found out. at the moment a friend of mine (male) has been flirting with me i am sure of it. we both have a lot to lose if anything happened but there is an electricity in the air when we get together. He has grabbed my cock through my jeans and i have done the same, we put it down to a drunken moment but i know it was more.

Its something that i feel is going to overflow at some point and we are going to go further but is that wise as it could end a friendship. we both wouldn't want a relationship with each other but i am sure that 1 night is all we want. to try everything and try and get this out of my head.

I can ignore my bi-side for a while, but every now and again it comes back, each time stronger which is why i see it happening soon with my friend. his g/f jokes that we are gay which must mean we have been a bit obvious!!

i will keep you posted on what happens but for now i have gotta go to take care of something!!